boo!!

PLACES to go!

2010-08-13T13:51:00.002+08:00

I would love to do all these when ASAP but i need $$$

scuba diving
white water rafting
spa
camping
gym?
oversea with friends
somewhere with blue waters and caves
bungee jumping
adventure course
sky diving, if i ever have the chance.

BTW, latest posts below, okie dokie! =D

2010-08-09T22:17:00.003+08:00

after everything, i know i'm not strong enough for you. No matter wad i say, i can't hold you back anymore. i want to become stronger. not for you but for myself. to be more confident to be a strong woman that deserves to be loved by someone.

2010-08-08T23:23:00.001+08:00

think about the positives rather than the negatives.

I know he loves me. it was my insecurity that made him insecure too.

all i hope now is that he talks to me asap. i want to tell him that i love him too.

2010-08-08T18:18:00.002+08:00

haven't eaten at all in the whole day no appetite. my heart feels as empty as my tummy. but my mind is full of you. hoped with all my heart that every call i received today would be from you but to my disappointment... ... couldn't take it and went to call you. Your hp is finally on. you would have seem my text.. but still no reply. did u really mean what you said? is this really over for us? all sorts of thoughts are running through my mind. don't know how to go on like this.

2010-08-08T14:26:00.002+08:00

i've cried my heart out. tears roll down every moment i think of you. the thought that you love me no more hurts. its so painful. do you not know how i feel about you? U used to ask me that very qn. and everytime, i think, NO. but don't u know how i really feel about you? i want to hear your voice telling me its all gonna be okay and you will give me a hug and a kiss n tell me you love me. because i do, i do, i do! but do you know?! waiting for your call is killing me. WHAT IF you never call... wad am i supposed to do?! leave it be? feeling so heartbroken, my love where have you gone? its so hard.. really so hard..

2010-08-08T13:04:00.002+08:00

its miserable.

i might go crazy.

sometimes i really wonder if he loves me. I feel it sometimes but the actions usually don't support it. Don't know who to believe. He's very different from all the guy's i've known. i've tried to meet his needs and be understanding but no1's gonna meet mine. Can i accept that? I've been told, i'm too nice. thats why i always get bullied and taken advantage off. why am i always willing to give in but it dosen't seem to be making things better? Does playing hard to get really work? why won't people treasure the things that they have? I know that he has a scar and maybe i pushed too hard, i don't know. I was upset he felt that way... maybe thats how he felt about me too.? I've waited a whole night. still haven't gotten a reply. how long would i have to wait? or will it all come to nought. i've explained my part, is he willing to listen? or will he let past scars in the way. i've got nothing to complain, it was me who put it there in the 1st place. What is the truth.. tell me the truth..

so many different views, nothing positive. It seems like i'm waiting for the impossible. (a miracle has to appear) i really don't know if i can take it.

I'm afraid i've fallen so hard, i can't get out this time.

2009-12-12T18:40:00.002+08:00

i screwed up!!! when i realized, it was sooooo embarrassing!

it was plain stupidity!! i'll blame it on the nerves :)

will just have to try again next time! =D

the holidays are starting soon!

just one more day of school left!

i'm looking forward to pig out, waking up late every morning.

2009-12-11T00:34:00.002+08:00

crap.. i haven't blogged in ages.

i miss hariani. and the fun and different places that we've been to.

we only go to those places when she is ard. :(

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREA!!

i'm so sorry the photoshoot was cancelled.

everyone was soo looking forward to it. damn the stupid photographer -.-

went to the doctor today.. cus of the stupid bursting bladder i had for the past few days.

i'm diagnosed with acute urinary tract infection. damn... wad have i been doing?!

have got to drink loads of water and REMEMBER to eat my antibiotics. have to get well!

i'm thinking of planning a short trip overseas to somewhere near

but okay.. i suck at planning.. someone please help me!!

i would love it if someone else does it though. i'm just a little follower :))

adventure trip?

shopping trip?

sightseeing trip?

relaxation trip?

mission trip?

anyway, money would be the first consideration.. ..

and yes i hate arguing with people, so if you love arguments, please stay out of my way -.-

it pisses me off that some people can pick up arguments on such insignificant and lame matters!

its hard for me to believe it but sadly, its true. its just a big question mark to me. oh well... ...

what is fun? fun means soo many different things to different people.

i want to do something fun but what can i do? clubbing is not an option.

suggestions please?

and i hate the fact that everything revolves around $$.

cus i don't have it.

an alarm of a car downstairs is ringing itself away. SOMEBODY CALL 911.. ..

2009-11-10T11:45:00.002+08:00

11 days have past and i'm still counting.

its soooooo long... :(

it feels like i'm talking to the wall sometimes.

HURRY BACK BABY

2009-10-26T23:52:00.001+08:00

ponned sch today.. tsktsk.
just to spend more time with him :)
got him to make lunch after much 'persuasion'.
*happy* feeling so blissful. <3

2009-10-25T22:26:00.000+08:00

my tummy's acting weird...
it keeps churning and i don't know whats wrong.

2009-10-21T03:07:00.000+08:00

Happy 19th birthday mama!
i may not be your perfect friend but you know I LOVE YOU okay!

2009-10-18T02:39:00.004+08:00

Thanks girls for helping out @ the flea!
so glad that i managed to get rid of my stuff
even managed to earn a profit of $70+
even though most of the stuff sold was at a pathethic range of $1-3!
suprisingly, everyone just grabbed the ONLY the tees
and i've got tonns of other stuff left!
till the next flea then!

Tending the stall needs energy!

not very secretly hoping they would buy something!

boonboon! best sales person of the day!

tooo tooo toooo much stuff!

2009-10-16T23:53:00.002+08:00

he sang he a song and told me to listen to the lyrics.
even though it wasn't very clear on my side,
everything i heard just sounded sooo sweet.
i felt so happy and touched and overwhelmed,
i teared. bet he didn't know. lol

2009-10-10T22:04:00.004+08:00

i've been sick for a WHOLE WEEK
and i don't seem to be getting any better.

my parents say i just have to get more rest.
but i think i'm getting enough?

daddy even bribed me so that i wouldn't go to the doc.
and yes, i accepted it. zzz.

sorry to whoever i spread it to though.
i just can't shut myself at home all the time!
i need my grades and $$ !!

well.. i wish someone was here to cuddle me..

but there's more that i've got to worry about..
someone can't move bout much,
due to a twisted ankle and falling too much on his knees while outfield.
so much for having a dislocated arm just a week before!

he would be going for an x-ray on wed but i can't accompany him :(
(stupid sch! i already skipped once..)

its been a bad week..

2009-10-04T17:40:00.002+08:00

sch is reopening tml.
i'm actually dreading it, not very sure why though.
the only good thing i can say about it is that at least all 4 days of my classes are in the same room.

hannah had her virgin trip to club and the experience, all i can say is tiring.
i'm just a slacker.. and can conclude that after this, i need not do any exercise for the rest of the week.

mama tot i was going to lie to him about it. NO! I'M A GOOD GIRL!
stupid lies would only destroy everything but i at least need some corporation from someone :)
no unreasonable demends so i don't have to lie..! right?

its not very nice though.. to go out with someone in NS.
you will only get to see him like once a week (maybe more if you're lucky)..
and have to make the day that he's out free (if not, it means i don't wanna see him?)
find like lots of means to keep yourself occupied, just cus i don't like being bored.
but in the end, i'm too busy for him?

no1 to touch, no1 to see, not much to hear either.. how sad can life get.
whats worse is the feeling of so near yet so far :(
sometimes i miss you so much, i feel so empty..
but, i can't complain, i can't complain! cus its not his fault..

bangwall bangwall..
like that how to be understanding gf.. zzz..
(working on it)

2009-09-22T21:43:00.002+08:00

okay.. i spent money.. and mummy's killing me for it.

guess how i did it?
i went to yunnam hair care for free treatment and got phyco-ed into buying the treatment and their products.
i seriously admit they have skill...

if i could spend money on my hair, i should have spent it 1st on my face,right?
now my bank's left with $26, i don't know if i should bangwall or not but
now all i can do is to think of ways to earn back the $600..
all that i've worked for during this holidays will be used to cover that cost. =.=so much for trying soo hard to save money and its all gone in a few hrs.

anyway, since the holidays, i've been rather busy, with what, i can't even remember!
i think i should blog more often.

p.s I've got my licence already! woohoo!! just that, i still can't park YET.

2009-09-10T01:37:00.002+08:00

(old pic which i dug out)

i ~~think~~ i'm in love, AGAIN ;)

2009-08-19T19:53:00.005+08:00

suprisingly, i rejected a date with mama and hariani just to study.
BUT I'm freakin bored now! arghh!!

have to get nice GPA, just have to!! thats why got to study.
daily grades are just average but at least i'm very happy about my attendance.
i religously physco-d myself to go to sch this WHOLE sem. :)

and once AGAIN, i declare myself broke.
this time, i highlighted my hair and got a new haircut =D
all andrea's fault.!

not looking forward to next sem's fyp. actually dreading it.

and the holidays, they're already here! BUT i can't enjoy myself yet.
after UT3s, TP test and PPCDL test.
then, i've got to find a way to get cash, to spend..
if not, i'll bore myself to death if i stay at home all day.
the point is i don't wanna work =.=

p.s. i miss you already and i want to see you.

2009-07-30T00:32:00.007+08:00

i don't know what i am doing
neither do i know what i want.

all i can say to you is that i'm sorry i not what you want me to be.
never was and might never be.

times have changed, situations have too
but most importantly the feelings arn't the same.

its not that theres nothing.
its just that theres not THAT MUCH.

i know it hurts you. i know i hurt you.
yet, i can't help myself.

its not your fault,
its just mine.

heart and mind are going different ways.
its time to tell you,
that i've been guilty all this while
and i think i can't take it much longer.

its totally not my call nor my say.
its been that way since that day..
now its up to you to decide if you still can linger on.
as i'm afraid i might be once again, gone.

once is enough for you. no twice.
i don't want it to be that way either.
i'm afraid. i just can't seem to take a step forward.

just cus i did it to you, you might do the same.
i've got no confidence, i can't commit.

treating you this way has no merits.
i don't want to do it anylonger.
make a choice, i can't make mine.

now i'm stuck. do you see why?
all the feelings you've given to me, i just can't repay...

2009-07-29T00:49:00.007+08:00

i haven't blogged in almost 2 months!!
I've gotten much tanner since ...

FYP's finally over, other than the presentation but yeh..
TP test is gonna be in a month's time. i hope i pass on the 1st try.

've gone for power boating lessons,
which has already put me back my $250..

met up with denny and jasden, whom i haven't seen in more then 2 years.
and of course the scouties too..

can't wait till when i get to participate in a flea.
i just can't be bothered with that freakinposer of mine anymore, much let alone jtbay.
wait till i can sell off all those clothes that have gathered dust in my hse.
then everything NEW can come in! heh heh..

OH SHIT!!
i've forgotten to choose my elective!! OMGOMG..

2009-06-30T00:17:00.002+08:00

out pops a cold sore, AGAIN...
which makes me look fringin UGLY
i'm going ballistic

and so much for 57 people in RP getting h1n1 virus still nothing evident is getting done about it.
took matters into my own hands and decided to cut class!

well... i should actually give credit to my lazyness that i overslept but yeh..

as i have not so lately discovered, i simply ADOREeee fleas.
being able to whiff out those bargains purely make my day..
the joy i feel when exploiting my gift of spotting rock-bottom prices
together with the fact that DADDY's PAYING
makes me fly to the top of the world :)

2009-06-24T23:00:00.003+08:00

sometimes, i feel rather dumb,
going to find trouble with myself.
if i don't know anything, won't it be even better?
i shouldn't waste my time on silly things like this.

anyway...
went kbox with the girls today.
we sang our throats hoarse.

stayed over at nana's ytd to get fyp done
but zz was the only one who got down to doing anything.
mr wadshisname (nana's friend) came over too.
we ended up watching scary shows again..
i hate scary shows..

also had work that day.
and i recieved my beautiful payslip.
i earned $6.70!
which was after the deduction of CPF which is soo retarded.

monday, finally the last of the UT1s are over.
had lovely sharksfin with nana b4 going off to driving lesson.
till now, after 12 practical lessons, i'm still so jialat.. CMI la..

sunday, happy 53rd birthday papa! + happy father's day.
celebrated it the previous week at the red house,
which had gorgeously tasting crabs.

last sat, went to life's a beach with wz + sissy & friends
sissy still likes him as much as b4.
i'm not sure bout myself though.
went with an empty bag but came back with a bloated one.
there were so many goodies given out!
i think i got a tiny bit darker?

i want to takeup wake-boarding =D

last fri, met xm to help him with his survey.
dragged nana along in the pretext of getting her 20% body shop vouchers.
mama popped by too.
while waiting for grp be done, xm and joel were being stalked by this girl.
it was damn funny.
xm was also afraid that i would get attacked by her.
we ended up sneaking away while she wasn't looking.

p.s. it would be brainless to let nonsensical comments get to me.

2009-06-17T00:44:00.005+08:00

i'm itching and scratching, with tiny dots ard my neck.
its killing me!

i don't even know if its an allergy or sth else...

the holis came and gone like the wind, it feels like it was never there.

grp managed to get a large part of the fyp report done, which i've got to thank them.
they slogged while i was away to KL with parents+mama.
and i think my fyp grp is damn cool lar..
playing hard and working ~~hard~~ is fun!

here are some pics frm the trip 8-12june
during the road trip

suana-ing

in the pool! - at night

cam whoring!

up on the twin towers

toilet...

exploring the spa

swimming pool! - in the day

no dogs allowed!
this car has a PHD!
family without sissy :(
cosmo world theme park
monorail
us in our cheras condo

THE END

p.s i got my hair chopped off, SHORT and got it dyed sherry red!

2009-06-14T13:42:00.002+08:00

its been ages since i've done this kinda things
but since i'm bored, here goes...

100 truths!

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: coke?
2. Last phone call: frm hariani
3. Last text message: frm xm
4. Last song you listened to: no idea, i don't know song tittles
5. Last time you cried: not within the last 3 weeks, that i know..

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yes
7. Been cheated on: well... i don't think so?
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: yah...
9. Lost someone special: lost as in died.. or wad?
10. Been depressed: i've got those moments
11. Been drunk and threw up: nah..

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. green
13. Blue
14. purple

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: i think so..
16. Fallen out of love: yupyup
17. Laughed until you cried: almost?
18. Met someone who changed you: if someone can do that, he'd be a genius.
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yahh
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: yesh...
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: lets say 70%?
23. How many kids do you want? 2 cute ones.
24. Do you have any pets: Nope.
25. Do you want to change your name: No way..
26. What did you do for your last birthday: hmm... celebrated it at home? it least i got a nice cake.
27. What time did you wake up today: almost 1
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: out chatting
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: i can't think of anything.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: a few mins ago?
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: well.. maybe if i was a little smarter?
32. What are you listening to right now : nothing?
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: tommy counted?
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: mama's asking me to tell stupid stories. lol
35. Most visited webpage: mysoju. lol
36. Whats your real name: HANNAH
37. Nicknames: hanhan. nahnah. hannag.. etc?
38. Relationship Status: single and avaliable :)
39. Zodiac sign: horse
40. Male or female?: Female!
41. Primary School?: Peitong
42. Secondary School?: Jin Tai
43. High school/college?:Republic poly
44. Hair color: i just dyed it sherry red..
45. Long or short: just chopped it off, short
46. Height: 170
47. Do you have a crush on someone? : i was hoping i do
48: What do you like about yourself? : actually everything.. =x
49. Piercings: only 2
50. Tattoos: nohave.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: eh..none
53. First piercing: i think like in sec 3 or sth la
54. First best friend: kindergarden i think
55. First sport you joined: sports and i just don't go..
56. First vacation: babybaby
58. First pair of trainers: when i could wear shoes?

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nasi lemak
60. Drinking: nothing
61. I'm about to: go change
62. Listening to: nothing
63. Waiting for: its more like people are waiting for me.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: i guess so..
65. Get Married? : yupyup!
66. Career?: havent thought about it.

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs? but i'd love both
69. Shorter or taller: Taller.
70. Older or Younger: it depends.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: eh.. i greedy, want both!
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive?
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship (;
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: nah.
77. Drank hard liquor: yup
78. Lost glasses/contacts: 4 eye : manage to find them in the end
79. Sex on first date: nono
80. Broken someone's heart: i guess so
82. Been arrested: no :)
83. Turned someone down: yar..
84. Cried when someone died: at the very last minute
85. Fallen for a friend?: guilty but yes..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: of cus!
87. Miracles: YEAH
88. Love at first sight: not really
89. Heaven: yupyup
90. Santa Claus: no =.-
91. Kiss on the first date: why not?
92. Angels: mmhmm

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: nope! =D
95. Did you sing today?: just not yet
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: well.. i didn't consider it cheating?
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? : no idea man
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: eh.. the day i was born?
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: nope
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yeSHYESH

2009-06-03T23:18:00.005+08:00

the truth is that it really sucks and hurts when you hear unpleasent stuff about yourself but you know, its just all for the sake of making you a better person.

after having a lot of people saying me, i have finally relented decided that i have to be a better person due to lots of reasons, mainly, to be able to get a guy? and to make a good 1st impression.

i think i finally see the light...

Things that I would try to change

Reduce my whining
Be more gentle
Sit properly
Talk properly
Walk less lazily
Put more effort into dressing up and looking good
Act less crazily
Think before i talk
Be neater
Stop being so lazy
Be clean
Act like a girl
Be more patient and tolerant
More accepting of criticism
Eat not so roughly

i have to be reminded frequently on i've got to change, if not, i might just stop halfway.

2009-06-01T23:30:00.003+08:00

i had a lovely time for my 19th birthday.
I've got to thank everyone who made the effort to make it for my birthday and those who had wished me :) Thanks guys!

2009-05-20T23:06:00.003+08:00

i guess i've got to thank mama for holding me back from being a bitch that i really am.
even though its not always pleasant to the ear, i know it makes me a better person.

although i think it would be fine to be a bitch once in a while, since i'm such a sweetie most of the time, yeah?

2009-05-15T23:18:00.001+08:00

woke up at an unearthly hr of 6am though the others at 4/5am.

ponned sch to help mummy at work.
of course there was the pay incentive of $10/hr!
roped in cussies + friend, andrea + friend and the guys to help too.

job was relatively simple,
we just had to register the people coming for the conference;
tick their names on the attendance list and give out their name tags and materials
and help wherever was needed.

since the main registration was only from 8-9am and 1-2pm,
we spent most of our time slacking ard and eating frm the buffet.

it was a damn great job to do.
slacky + good pay = my ideal job
and had fun working with them too!

neatly placed tags!

free photos 4 us =D

2009-05-13T00:19:00.002+08:00

yay! i've added my to-do/wants list at the side!

and i didn't add in that i want more clothes or anything of such.
i should be proud of myself :)

for the 2nd week in a row, i skipped work.
i was betting with myself and i thought i won but in the end i lost..
oh well.. nvm.

fyp's not really getting anywhere.
we want to get stuff done but time's and money is a restriction,
it so sickening!

and wads with all the mood swings? argh..

2009-04-27T00:10:00.000+08:00

Y camp! 24-26 april

joined it as a 1st-aider but not knowing a single thing sort of sucked.
wasn't able to help much but i still did my best =S

i thought the camp was quite meaningful as the beneficiaries really did enjoy themselves and they were just so enthu in everything they did.
just being able to see their smiling faces made me want to smile too!

the organising committee, logistics and first-aiders!

2009-04-22T22:19:00.000+08:00

woohooo!!
little wallet came back!!

i'm so happy and thankful to the person who very sweetly delievered it right to my doorstep.

it was found at NUS's carpark where it dropped when daddy sent me to work.

i had actually planned to get my ic and pdl made again today but due to feeling lazy and unforseen circumstances, i didn't manage to get them done. if i had made them, it would have cost $125!!!

damn lucky.
the only thing i've already made is my atm card, which cost $5. pwhew..
PLUS, i also signed up for my debit card. heheh =D

2009-04-20T23:17:00.000+08:00

poor little wallet got lost and can't be found.
have reported it to the police.. emo..

2009-04-17T18:34:00.002+08:00

went back for scouts today.
only knew the sec 4's which were tiny sec1's when we left.

were asked to help to train the newbies but it was more like disturbing them.
i want the new rusa tee!
so we can just walk into sch without being stopped.

2009-04-16T22:05:00.001+08:00

1st ever driving lesson.

super duper scary!
the instructor said i gripped the steering too tightly.
i was super scared and nervous.

hope i learn it fast (:

2009-04-15T23:59:00.003+08:00

its 6 of us this time, i wonder when will everyone gather together again?

2009-04-12T17:18:00.003+08:00

been going out quite often but i haven't been doing much shopping!!
i feeling like buying stuff...
can't call myself a shopaholic if i don't shop, can i?

i'm feeling kinda bored now. no one's there to entertain me.. hurry hurry come back:)

and i really really need to exercise. i keep saying but i'm not doing anything about it!

i finally got to admit, i've got too many clothes BUT i've got nothing to wear.
there are always stacks of clothes strewn all over the floor, tables and chairs.
looking at them makes me stressed up...

finally went back to work after 3 weeks?
but this time, not as a manager but as a crew.

plus, i've got so many things and places that i want to go but there's no time left! sob. i want someone other than me to plan something fun =.=

hannah is being very very lazy.
sometimes i'm amazed at how lazy i can get. OMG... i really can't believe it lar ._.
i'm hopeless

2009-03-28T11:37:00.002+08:00

haven't got anyone special to go gahgah over now and thus,
i've been gahgah-ing over idols, jiro and wuzun =D

they're coming to imm this sun, 3pm for an autograph session and i ~~WILL~~ go see them!
but i don't have anything for them to sign:(
maybe get their album? which is rather lame, considering i don't even listen to their songs. they just are so hot and cool and cute :)

2009-03-24T22:20:00.001+08:00

and my VS bikini has finally arrived!
it looks so pretty, i'm feeling so happy! :D:D

2009-03-24T21:46:00.006+08:00

last day of work!

only managed to snap pics with those who were ard in the afternoon.
didn't manage to take pics with those at night though, and lots of others;
had to zhao early to escape from their evil clutches of throwing dish-washing water mixed with all the sauces on me.
too bad in the end i still got attacked by sanitiser and mayonnaise.

after working at mac for ALMOST 2 months, its been rather fun sometimes
but hard work too.

MIGHT be going back to do part-time, once a week just cus they nagged me into it and also to see them =D

2009-03-22T23:32:00.002+08:00

new time table that i've got to memorise

Day 2 - Account and Client Management (B302) @ E46N-C; 10am
Day 3 - Public Relations and Media (B310) @ E26M-C; 10am
Day 4 - Project Management and Scheduling (B207) @ E26F-B; 9.15am

i've really truly urgently need to start exercising.
swimming would be best; i'd prob just soak myself in the water :)

work's ending in 2 days! i can't wait!
ppl there are nice BUT hannah and work just dosen't go. sorry guys..

i'm not sure wad i'm gonna do after that though.
i've got no money to go out and enjoy myself.
no money to go shopping, no money to eat nice stuff, no money to do anything!

how depressing.

the thought of staying at home now scares me.
i haven't got any shows to watch at the moment and online shopping is out of the question.
maybe i'll pop by to the lib. brings back memories of sec sch.

mama's gonna be out of town for the week, i'm gonna miss her.
hope she gets something nice back for me =x

new skin seems unable to be viewed on IE though.
wonder if its the same with others?

2009-03-21T22:23:00.003+08:00

got to thank all those that have been trying to cheer me up. LOL

my blogshoppie's dying. :(

i'm not earning any money; haven't been doing any adverts nor updating

stayed over at jess's aunt hse ytd.
her room totally looks like a hotel room
and so i went wowwowwow everywhere i turned.

oh yeh! i forgot to mention that i've got a new phone!
looks exactly the same as HTC touch diamond
BUT its the china copied version. LOL

well.. at least i get to watch tv on it :)

just feel like updating some pics.

2009-03-20T01:55:00.001+08:00

this is a ' TO DO LIST' for mama and i, during this holis
everyone else is welcomed to join =D

not in order though

1. hiking
2. eat seafood
3. visit a flea market
4. go dancing
5. sleepovers
6. spa
7. dine with wine
8. shopping! duh
9. fix her laptop =x
10. swimming
11. watch lots of movies
12. kbox
13. bowling n pool @ RC

thats all so far..

2009-03-20T01:48:00.002+08:00

i've been feeling happy and free but now its more of shock and betrayal.

everything was a lie, but blame it on me for falling for it.
i would have never knew..

thanks :)

i know what to do and i'll get over it.

HANNAH IS STRONG! =D

2009-03-10T20:26:00.002+08:00

yeh i know, its been ages since i've blogged.

i can't even rmb wad i've been doing,so no details.

last day of work at mac is gonna be on 24th march.
i'll be nice and miss some of the people there :)

today, mama and i went on a major shopping spree.
we spent bout like $320 among us, which to me is crazily a lot.
my pay of $550 which i got a week ago has been spent.

ytd, was jiejie's bdae. Happy 19th Bday jiejie!
we went for steamboat+grill and then a movie, push.
we all found it boring but i think it was cus we missed the 1st few mins of the show.

i also went for my 1st ever fyp meeting.
nana and i were late as usual but she was later :)
we discussed for like 45mins and we were done!
my role is a be a timekeeper. i'll try my best! =x

the day b4, went indochine with jess and qiufeng.
kena suan-ed the whole night. =.=

thurs, i finally met rach and went to singapore pools for an interview.
went shopping after that and had our hair done up for free too. yay!

tues, went out with andrea and bf.
they didn't mind me being a lightbulb so i guessed it was okay =D
had sukiyaki! and fried ice cream there.
but i think i'd rather eat prepacked ones.

last sat, bargin shopping with boonboon and mama!
brought them down to the salvation army in hope to get some deals.
they didn't get anything in the end though.
but at least we met boonboon. misses ^^

2009-03-01T20:24:00.002+08:00

i'm too lazy to blog.

2009-02-16T22:30:00.006+08:00

well.. for vday, i sent out a self-made card. pretty?

got the idea after seaching the internet for something simple that i could do. well, its the thought that counts :)

and for what i got, hehehe. 3 things, a sweet; which was random. a weblink; which was sweet considering the time spent doing it and flowers; self-delievered to my home, when i wasn't ard; which surprised me when i got back. too bad i was unable to carry it around and show it off to everyone =X

& uhno, i'm not bragging :)

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HANNAH HAS GAINED A FREAKIN 6KG IN JUST 2 WEEKS! OMG

my weight was never a bother to me. as everyone knows, no matter how much i eat, i wouldn't get FAT. BUT this time, noooo... after 2 weeks of working at mac and eating their food twice a day, 5 days a week, I HAVE GOTTEN FAT!

i rmb very clearly that on the 2nd feb, i took my weight at the clinic and i weighed 49kg.
while ytd, when i was at giant, i happily saw a weighing scale and stood on it. I got a shock of my life. it read 55kg! i even wondered if the scale was spoilt. =.=

i promise myself, i'm gonna start exercising. i'll start with skipping i think :)

2009-02-12T23:58:00.002+08:00

the fateful valentine's day is just one day away and i haven't got a date but
i'm still considering if i should do something for someone.

if its the thought that counts, can i just think of doing something but don't really do it?

2009-02-10T13:36:00.003+08:00

work is so far okay, a little stressful when the crowd comes in and i'd tend to screwup here and there.

e.g. dropping the fries & hashbrowns, overcooking and undercooking the fries, making a mess of the station i'm in, getting the wrong drinks, scalding myself countless times and maybe more?

i'd prefer working in the morning so i get to go home eariler and have my evenings free. closing the lobby sucks the most. i have to clean up the dusbins - EEW! the tables, chairs, sweep and mop the floors. BUT thats not the prob, to do all of these, i have to BEND my back, which means, its ACHING. short people don't get this stupid problem cus they're short and the brooms, mops, tables and chairs are at just a nice height for them to clean, whereas for poor me, BENDBENDBEND. i think i'll end up with a broken back.

and the food, i've been eating mac for almost everyone of my meals, breakfast and lunch or lunch and dinner or dinner and supper! an additional pimple pops out for every single meal i eat, which is killing me cus they don't seem to be going away! and MY TUMMY, when i exercised, it used to go down BUT not anymore!!WAHHHHHHH.

the lucky thing is that NUS is near thus it only takes me 15mins to get home, IF i have to wait for the bus! thats so great. and the people, so far so good even though mostly they're from malaysia, malays or aunties.

i've got to get ready for work soon. ciao!

2009-02-09T22:53:00.000+08:00

it seems that my mood for watching dramas and reading mangas have died out and so i'm looking towards online shopping to cure my boredem.

here are some stuff that i rmb buying within this year, 09.

4 lovely bags and denim high waisted shorts from Victoria Secrets, costing like $85?

jacket, vest and shorts from betwo, costing almost $40?

A blender aka the magic bullet, $129
2 caps from ZZ, $10
A potato chips maker, $8
A digital shipping rope, $3
Iron on's and onion sause from daiso, $4
Gold flats and black shimmery slippers, $20
Dyeing my hair medium blonde, a lovely colour, at snips avenue, $70
10 shishedo masks, $5

and more?

Total = $378!!!

money's been going out but nothing's coming in.
if i'm gonna use my 1st mth's attachment allowance of $550 to cover this by the time i get it, i doubt it will be sufficient.

and surprisingly, much of the money i spent on, was not on clothes! WOW

2009-02-03T14:14:00.002+08:00

sort of 'helped' hariani out during HER BROTHER'S WEDDING but mostly, it was just being extras and tagging along.

on that fateful day, mama popped by to get her hair done, just straightening it, putting on her contacts, which took her 45 mins?! and to pick out something decent to wear. malay wedding = not too revealing? and makeup! i think i did her eye shadow pretty nice :)

cabbed down to hariani's after that as we thought we were late but still ended up rotting in her room while relatives and family scurried around making preparations for the solemnisation over at the girl's home.

mama and i got bored and hungry and went down* to get a bite. hariani's mummy had cooked the food and it was too spicy for poor me as usual, who struggled to finish it up.

around 4.30pm, it was time to move off to the girl's house. there was a bus for us to sit on while each person carried a the present but there was no more place on the bus for us! so mama and i were shoved into i don't know whose car, all the way to tamp.

when we got out, we met mama's classmate and realised that he was hariani bro's wife-to-be's cousin. how complicating.. anyway, we went up to the house, where the solomisation took place. tonnes of people gathered there to watch and the place was soo packed we couldn't see anything. hariani was too busy for us and so we were left to entertain ourselves. the worst thing was that, everything was done in malay, so mama and i didn't understand a single thing but the atmosphere felt so solemn and serious.

went down* to eat again before going back up to watch the couple's photo shoot. hariani and i were at the back of the pros trying to snap pics but none of them turned out as nice. :(

the next day, mama and i went back to hariani's for the wedding reception. this time, mama's daddy and cousins came along. food this time was prepared by hariani's uncle, thus NOT SPICY! yay. i had 2 servings which wasn't enough. when the bride and groom came down to cut the wedding cake, hariani gave me the responsibility of snapping photos again. time to show off my photography skills, which is actually nothing =X after that, it was the end of the reception! hariani's mummy was so nice, she dabao-ed food for us to bring home and eat. yumyum

* malay wedding = downstairs blk

here are the pics!

mama and i with bride!
and the couple in green with us couple in black, with the wedding cake, which was made out of cupcakes
couple in red
and lastly, couple in white, he's putting the ring on her finger.

all the presents we had to bring over to the girl's home.

2009-02-02T16:29:00.004+08:00

Hannah will be working at NUS's mcdonalds from now till 27th march,
5 days a week, 9 hrs per shift, $3.05 per hr.
Its for her attachment.

i wonder how she'll survive. hmm..

and as usual, she's gonna rant bout her tummy.
stop reading if u think this is insulting to you.
STOP!

the tummy, is getting as soft as jello.
its so flabby that jiggles more than her boobs!
the tummy sticks out a sore thumb
and the layers of fat is so obvious, its revolting!

hannah's wishes she can just slash it off,
like how a butcher slashes off fats of an animal.
but she can't do that, can she?
maybe exercise is the only choice,
since eating less is not an option.

somthing has to be done b4 it becomes irreversible.

i think she'll start later...

2009-01-28T16:19:00.001+08:00

Nothing much happened for CNY as expected.
had reunion dinner at grandma's hse, there didn't seem to be ALOT of yummy food.
wonder what happened?
collected majority of the angpaos on the 1st day and spend the 2nd day rotting at my grandma's hse.
my amt has barely reached $200.

grandma had commented on my attire for CNY, 1st day - an apron, 2nd day - a sack! :(
mostly everyone else said they were pretty though :D

look at that cute little noyna! how adorable!

more pics updated :)

2009-01-25T14:07:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!
Gong Xi Fa Cai

but i just don't feel the excitement of it coming!
even though its just a day away, my hse still looks normal.
no new year goodies nor decorations.
NOT EVEN Mandarin oranges!

mummy said no one's gonna come anyway, so they can't be bothered.

so i'm hoping i would be going to lots of people's homes to visit and get lots of angpaos.

its a shame i haven't even been to Chinatown to suckup the CNY sprit.
everyone says its too crowded :(

2009-01-19T17:09:00.007+08:00

YAY! i'm bored so i koped this from boonboon

HANNAH...

~~Thinks far with vision.~~ Easily influenced by kindness.~~Polite and soft-spoken.~~ Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke.~~Good~~ debating skills (not really THAT good). Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows SAD emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious (a tiny bit? i love cheap stuff more!). Executive? Stubborn.

and soooooo my birth month is JUNE and my birthday is on the 1st of JUNE if you didn't know..
i just cancelled the part which i think didn't apply to me.. 5 that applied to me just wasn't enough =X

nt tagging anyone though.
i've got no idea who reads my bloggie.
just do it if you like!

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Pick your birth month.
→ Change the font to red for anything that doesn’t apply to you.
→ Bold the five that best apply to you.
→ Copy to your blog, livejournal, xanga, wordpress
→ Tag 5 people from your friends list.

JANUARY:Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, Shy and Humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic. Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness.Polite and soft-spoken.Having ideas.Sensitive.Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay.Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental.Funny and humorous.Loves to joke.Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly.Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt and takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool.Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships.Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced.Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER:Has to lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Aim and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Good and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If to there is to will, to there is to way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be halo. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER:Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

2009-01-19T14:38:00.004+08:00

hannah's sick!
but dosen't have anything to eat so she makes herself some chocolate milkshake to fill her tummy.
dumb as she is, she dosen't realise she can't take it when she's sick.

poor hannah couldn't get up this morning thus ponning sch.
now, she suffering from a headache, body ache, cough and runny nose; with green mucus. eeew

here's some stuff Hannah did to make herself happy during the past week.

went to get her done with andrea.
medium blonde for hannah's colour and
copper for andrea's highlights
nt obvious in the pic though.

got her nails done in purple.
spent a WHOLE night to do it.
they're red now though =X

had her lappy decked in checkered garskin!
pretty?

2009-01-18T15:32:00.001+08:00

muummy finally declared that i could get rid of my oh-so-hateful clothes which have piled up since eons ago. happily, i rummaged through the few wardrobes to see what i could get rid off. this was the result...
lovely eh?
and that was only after getting rid of 4 bags of clothes.

in total, there were like 6-7 BIG bags and mummy said she was going to sell them to the karang guni the next morning.
what a liar she was.. when she allowed me to get rid EVERYTHING i didn't want..
the next morning, i found that she had kept 3 bags of clothes.. =.=

2009-01-11T20:37:00.002+08:00

11/1
happy 14th birthday sissy!

10/1
~~happy 29th mth anniversary~~
there's nothing left to celebrate

9/1
abandoned by everyone, was left to wander the streets alone
MIA ut was much easier then expected

8/1
no more moderation for any of the ut's.
i've got to buckup.

i nolonger have anything to look forward to..

i've got to get my life back on track but i don't know how long it would take me.

2009-01-01T12:37:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!

i welcomed the new year alone, with my TV,

switching between channels 5 and 8.

hopes of enjoying myself with friends were dashed

when i was rejected by all of them to go countdown.

spoilers.

here's my resolutions for 2009

You Should Make 5 Resolutions

Save Money
Get Fit
Eat Right
Take a Trip
Spend More Time With Family and Friends

What Should You Resolve to Change Next Year?

don't really care bout the eat right part though :X

2008-12-24T03:24:00.001+08:00

i've been so happy the past few days!

2008-12-22T23:32:00.002+08:00

its been a week since the holi has started. i don't rmb doing much so far. just going on a date with BC last thurs to look for a dress for her cousin's wedding cum CNY. in the end, we found her the 'perfect' dress and shoes cheaply! all thanks to me of course =D. AND going to a malay wedding and DANZATION with hariani on sat. We didn't see anyone we knew at the wedding so we sat there like sua-gu's until hariani's friends came to find us. as for danzation, i had a super had time trying to spot rach (she was performing) and in the end, gave up trying.

2008-12-10T23:18:00.004+08:00

had a simple date with him for our 28mth anni =D
it was simple as usual, dinner at cafe cartel.
food wasn't fantastic though,
and i had a tiny appetite which resulted in lots of food wastage :(

2008-12-07T23:41:00.002+08:00

went to The Salvation Army church in the morning.
papa figured that since the girl's home is bringing there,
we might have a chance to see her.
And we did!
i was so happy to see her,
i kept smiling and even felt like leaking some tears of joy.

After church, we proceeded to the fellowship hall to mummum.
had a chance to speak to sissy and found out that she wasn't happy in girls home and that she wanted to come home.
she started crying and i too got affected :(

In the afternoon, went to the girls home to visit sissy again.
this time, it was during the official visiting hours.
bought mac wings for her and she gorged it down in mere mins.
told us that her stuff was bring stolen inside and so we've got a buy her a lock.

sissy's gonna get her sch posting on 18dec
and we're going down to register on the 19th.
i'm excited!! she's finally going to a new sch =D

2008-12-06T20:47:00.001+08:00

Went to auntie JingYing & Uncle YewTiam's wedding. (they're in their late 50s)
It was actually a 12 course lunch.
A long time since i've metup with church friends

girls + david

sarah!

elizabeth, gf and ezra

vera picking david's teeth

timtoh!
Simin!

2008-12-05T08:51:00.007+08:00

slept over at mama's hse..
hariani too!
went over only in the evening after her sch.

waited for hariani at jurong,
where mama and i went to my fav cheapo shop.
got 2 teetees, long sleeves though.

when hariani finally arrived,
trained down to yewtee where we got snacks and then went to her hse.
plopped ourselves infornt of the tv and then called for KFC.
they gave us short of one chicken =.=

anyway, we watched Australia's next top model cycle 3
and Alice Burdue has become my new idol!

woke up early and snuck off to sch while the girls were still sleeping.
When i got to kranji, it was then where i realised,
i was wearing my tee inside out! OMGOMGOMG!
damn paiseh..
rushed off to the toilet to change as soon as i got off the mrt.

2008-12-01T23:12:00.002+08:00

The IT fair is finally over.
out of 4 days, i worked 2 and a half and sold 15 lappys' altogether.
rather lousy but better then selling none at all :)

time to play maple!

2008-11-29T14:49:00.005+08:00

1st day @ work, i sold 6 lappys!
nana & zz came to visit me :D
and hariani came to acc me home :D

2nd day, rushed to work after sch.
andrea accompanied me until tamp.
reached at bout 4+
sold only 3 lappys though.

3rd day(today), i skipped work.
too tired to move an inch
but i still got to get an mc.
the prob is, the clinics i know of are already closed =.=

my bikinis from VS have finally arrived after getting lost in the mail.
i gave the girl a wrong add.
luckily, they sent it back to her and she got it sent out again. YAY!
they're prettypretty.

*sissy's been sent in to Grace Haven Girls Home.
mummy says i can go see her on sunday =D

2008-11-24T23:33:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday mummy!
went to long beach restruant to celebrate it the day b4.
had chicken, deer meat, kangkong and sharksfin!
too bad mummy couldn't eat seafood cus of her toe,
if not, i would have had crab and those stuff.
and too bad, sissy wasn't here too :(

2008-11-21T23:08:00.005+08:00

Happy birthday NANA!

the present i got her!

met nana after sch and we (andrea, nana & i)
went to gelare for a tiny celebration.

nana and her bdae cake!
andrea and i were singing her the birthday song which made her so embarrassed.
tsktsk.

2008-11-20T17:43:00.002+08:00

i feel so disappointed bout sissy's results.
agg 106
eng- grade 1
maths- grade 2
chinese- grade 2
i had expected her to get much higher :(

now we've got to help sissy choose her sec sch.
the prob is, i don't even know if she can go to sch!

anyway, clinched myself a jobbie with sony vaio for the upcoming IT fair from the 27-31 nov. i pulled mama in too. we've got to skip 2 days of sch though. hope i'll earn lotslots of money this time.

ooh! and just to mention, i got myself a little black dress, which only cost me $8! YAY! doubt i'll have any occasion to wear it to though.

2008-11-17T12:58:00.002+08:00

yay! i've got presents from him :D
so happy!!
doggie from watsons & skeleton bolster from malaysia!

2008-11-15T23:14:00.001+08:00

i finally found a vest that i'm satisfied with, even though its actually a guy's vest xP.

went down to checkout the newly opened west coast plaza today. the place is so much more crowded compared to ginza but it was facinating to see its whole new transformation, from an dull dying mall to a bright bustling one. with Christmas decorations all hanging pretty. many shops were still not opened yet but those that did were tiny. like teenyweenie tiny. maybe its the new mall concept but i think its a little weird.

should i make it my new haunt?

2008-11-11T23:33:00.003+08:00

my week8's grades are horrendous :(
BUT i passed my PP! YAY!

and i found this webbie which enables me to sing karaoke at home, all in eng! cool webbie but i wished it had more songs.

i'm gonna ask daddy to get me a mike from cash converters just for me to play with!

www.karaokeparty.com
TRY IT! :D

2008-11-08T08:53:00.000+08:00

i've been a pig,
till the extent of missing 3 days of school in the week!
i feel so guilty :(

it seems that i'm still in the holiday mood,
can't wakeup in the morning..
hope my 'body clock' switches back by monday!
if not, i'll kill myself... (ya right..)

anyway, i just came back from staying over at hariani's hse.
mama and i slept over for fun
but both of them were knocked out by 3am =.=

before that, mama and i went shopping!
finally some shopping after YEARS... (maybe a few weeks?)
didn't buy much but at least i feel a little happy;
not the part where i'm cashless again though

i'll be going to a relative's church wedding later.
don't really feel like going though.
there's no incentive and i feel like going back to sleep.
the nice 10 course lunch is only on 6th dec.. can't wait! =X

2008-11-03T12:34:00.002+08:00

ponned 1st day of sch reopen to send sissy off.
(gone into remand) i'm gonna miss her :(
all alone at home, with no1 to act like big sister
(so i cannot act like little girl to anyone)

28nov's her court date.
it will be then that they would decide which girl's home
she would be in for the next 2 years? so long...

2008-11-01T23:03:00.003+08:00

- went facial with mummy
- walked around PS
- bought cheese cake
- missed shuttle bus to tiong
- squeesed on a seat in mrt
- went to grandma hse
- rotted there
- went to meet the girls
- hariani and bc were late (kill them)

1st ever trip to the SG flyer!
hariani's treat!
it was our ( bc, mama and i) belated brithday pressies! hehe
THANKS GIRL! love ya! (sniggers)

the time we went was just nice.
had the day + night view from 6.45 - 7.15pm
cam whored on the 'flyer' as expected
(shall post pics when i get them)
the ride wasn't much.
not even worth the price paid but since its once,
i guess its fine then.

had popeye's for dinner after that
loved the fries,
the mash potatoes were different frm usual
and kfc's chicken is tastier then theirs.

my contacts was killing my eyes the whole day and by that time,
my eyes could stand it nolonger.
they were hurting, tearing and could not even be opened.
(reason for squinty eyes the whole day)
anyway, i took them out and threw them away.
BYE fav contacts :(
and walked ard 'blind' after that.

went to the rainforest next which was decorated in the halloween theme.
'scary' monsters were walking ard to scare the people
but too bad, i couldn't see anything thus i wasn't scared! HAHA
should have taken a video of hariani though.
she was screaming and running ard when she saw some scary doctor.

anyway, it was funfun and really funny.
too bad for the contacts spoiler which made me blind,
teary and oblivious to everything the whole day.

2008-10-31T23:59:00.003+08:00

Happy Halloween!

went to the asian civillisation mueum for fright night;
free enterance, free ice cream + people dressed up to scare you.

wasn't as scary as i thought it would be though.

in the end, the thing that scared me wasn't even one of those dressed up
but instead a girl hiding behind a pillar.
her head popped out just when i was walking past =.=

anyway, didn't really study any of the artifacts,
just strolled ard the place and played some games.

was happy though ^^

2008-10-30T21:20:00.001+08:00

28/10
sent my poor lappy to the hospital.
it kept going in a coma.

got my PP poster printed,
which cost me a whopping $34.24!
they cheat my money....
luckily daddy paid for it. hehe.

had a happy day

29/10
after a night in the hospital,
my lappy has been discharged!

30/10
PP assement!
i'd better pass...

2008-10-27T19:56:00.002+08:00

accompanied hariani to the battlebox at fort canning to do her 'project'
it was supposed to be bright and sunny but even before we reached town,
there was a heavy downpour. heavy until the doors of the bus refused to close
and so we got stranded on the bus.

anyway, the battlebox was just another bunker built 9meters underground.
nothing much fantastic inside though.

oh, and we saw a toad just before the we entered the bunker and as expected,
i freaked out.. frogs and toads are disgusting creatures, only fit to be eaten..

and... those ahlians can't appreciate the different styles that people have...
always laughing at what i wear, and how i act.. humph!

met up with hariani again at bout 10pm.
went down to holland to hangout and sortof help her with her work,
although i ended up playing with her lappy half the time.
had too much of chocolate i felt like puking and had maggie for supper.
swensons was our 1st choice but too ex =x
luckily, her bro could send us home if not, we would have ended up taking the cab.

p.s YAY! i've got my ambigram keychains! :D

2008-10-26T23:57:00.001+08:00

YAY! managed to rush out my poster!
i'm a fast worker =x

it isn't very pretty though.
but good enough for me i guess.. hehe.

2008-10-26T00:36:00.002+08:00

my week long holiday has finally started and i need to get some exercice!
saw a pic of my tummy tt bc took and i freaked out. it was HORRIFING!
OMGOMGOMG! i'd better do something bout it and fast!

anyway, i haven't really done much at all for my PP poster
while everyone i know has already finshed it.
i think i'm not the type to panic or anything but
i have to get it done in the next few hours..

tired though... yawns..

2008-10-24T00:12:00.004+08:00

aunt gave me 3 tickets to the filming of 'Don't forget the lyrics!'
and so mama, hariani and i went!

made our way to media corp,
it was my 1st time there.
the filming lasted bout 4 hours, from 7-11+pm
we were the 1st ever live audience for the 1st episode of the show,
and we got to sit right in front!

there were 2 hosts.
johnny, to entertain the live audience and
gurmit.s, for the viewers at home.
both of them were hilarious but the mood only
picked up at the later part of the filming.

i think everyone fell in love with the 2nd contestent.
one HOT MAMA and darn cool too.
how i wish i had a mother like her..
and it felt like there was some sparks between her and gurmit.

anyway, to catch the show, tune in to cnl 5, on 27 nov 08 (or is it 26 nov?)

2008-10-21T23:54:00.004+08:00

mama's birthday.
just went to jurong to eat and cam-whored in the neo print shop.
ended up with 188 pics at the end of the evening.

and here're just some of the... better ones.

weeeeeeeee

our silhouette

during dinner

birthday girl with her tiny cake

ghosts?

hariani and her big boob =X

2008-10-20T23:44:00.005+08:00

hannah's in a bad mood.
her back is aching and she super duper hungry.

she went out shopping with jo today.

got mama's pressie, a sony earpiece (hope mama likes it)
went for a fish spa; KENKO fish spa

it was quite fun. now her legs feel sooo smooth!
and it pushed her back another $19.23 =.=

there were 4 different pools of Dr-fishy
the bigger ones were scary.
she could feel them nibbling at her flesh which made it rather unbearble.
the smaller ones were rather cute though. (the ones in the pic)

anyway, its gonna be mama's birthday in 3 mins, SOOOOOO
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MAMA!
ur FINALLY an old woman now! hehehe

2008-10-19T22:51:00.002+08:00

i really think i'm getting old.
1 week, i've got a tummy ache
the next, i've got a bladder problem
and before its totally over, here comes the backache.
i feel so pathethic..

2008-10-12T23:59:00.007+08:00

popped over to mama's hse, hariani was there already
hung ard there for awhile and
her mummy made laksa for us
it was yummy; wasn't too spicy for me
but i didn't eat much as i had just eaten b4 i came.

decided to go jalanjalan after that without any destination.
hopped on to the mrt and off we went!
as we reached yishun, mama suggested we go to BOTTLE TREE PARK
and so we got off at that station.
asked our way around and got some directions
BUT they were inaccurate :(
and we got lost!

anyway, we found our bearings and
reached out destination after much walking; from the industrial park entrance
realised that we had taken the much longer route;
should have alighted at khatib instead of yishun. grr

there wasn't much to do there other than fishing and eating
but we did neither.
took some pics and sat down to enjoy the wind b4 leaving.

went back to mama's hse and then down to cck for dinner.

2008-10-11T23:59:00.004+08:00

visited hariani for hari raya!
and got a green packet from her. hehehe

mama and i wore our baju kurongs! cute xD

went for a bit of shopping after that,
got ourselves each a pair of billabong flipflops at halfprice,
a blingbling belt AND a leather jacket which cost SGD 170 from clubmarc!
but we only got it for $25! xP

happyhappy

2008-10-10T23:59:00.001+08:00

26m :)

didn't end in a good note though.

2008-10-07T00:13:00.006+08:00

4th oct
Happy 18th Birthday Jo!

5th oct
Happy 18th Birthday Jess!
the girls and i celebrated it with her at swensons; holland.

lastly, the birthday girl!

6th oct
caught mama mia!
nice show, cus i loved the songs. lalala
the story was cute too.
can't wait to catch the house bunny and eagle eye.

2008-10-01T03:10:00.004+08:00

29/9
dragged myself out of bed and forced myself to go to sch.
i can't miss anymore lessons if i want to score well this sem!
struggled to stay awake while coughing and sneezing in class and
managed to pull through until the dumb UT was over.

finally had time to spend with him after 3 days of work
went back to my hse to slack and stuck to him the whole time after that xD

30/9
woke up at 3PM and happily slacked the day away with him
even though i know its time to start on peepeeposter but that can still wait.

1/10
(Mas) Selamat Hari Raya !

2008-09-30T13:31:00.002+08:00

26/9
ponned class but went to sch in the afternoon for the bus to take us to the paddock for my F1 job as a waitress.
the pay was only $6/hr; cheap labour, comparing to what other hotels were paying.
L-R, seokhui, sybil, me and rachel
the bus ride was super bouncy with the 4 of us bouncing up and down right at the back.

26-29/9

worked with lee, shiping, shoufang and clement in the Raffles IV suite.
(looking down was the pit stop)
the people there were from the companies which sponsored BMW for the race.
they must be freaking rich, to be able to afford $7500 each, for A seat.
and we had to serve those same people for the whole 3DAYS!
btw, i've been 'training' the past few days in order to gain some muscle so that i would be able to carry a tray with a least A FEW drinks on it and YES, the 'training' did pay off! xD

we were able to catch a glimpse of the cars when they drove past the paddock but mostly we watched it from the 5 40inch LCD's in the suite.
ALL drinks were going free flow so everyone had lots of wine/champagne/alcohol which resulted in some getting a little drunk but luckily nothing big happened.
food was LOVELY! had THEIR buffet for dinner/supper and still kept koping food when they were going to be dumped as it was such a waste.
had lobsters, mushrooms, scallops, salmon, veal, etc (too many i can't even rmb!)
and lots of Hagen Daz ice-cream, YUMMY!
reached home at 2am every night.
at the end of 3 days, we got a $500 tip! (which is gonna be spilt among 11ppl)

2008-09-25T23:51:00.000+08:00

ytd, finally a trip to the bazzar at geylang.

had lots of food which i brought home in the end and
i got a baju kurong!
its the simplest one though, nothing fancy bout it.
i might wear it on hari raya,
if hariani invites me over xD

today,
happy 18th birthday mingming!!

2008-09-22T23:19:00.001+08:00

i am A :D

went down to shenton lifestyle clinic at paragon after sch for the typhoid inoculation.
met brenda, lee and others there; they had left earlier.
i was told that they had been waiting for ages so i decided to pop to Meritus Mandarin Hotel as i couldn't be bothered to wait.

was supposed to go to the HR department to pass them the photocopy of the IC and bank acc no.
when enquired at the concierge, i was told i had to get a pass from the security office then i could go up.
as a good person who listens to people, i did what i was told and had a super hard time finding my way ard the place with tons of construction going on.
i got lost in the building and had to ask my way for directions.
before i even reached reached the HR department, brenda called me and told be she was already there!
she just walked in and took the lift straight up! i felt so cheated.. i even got lost :(

after passing them my ic and stuff, i rushed back to the clinic, met pamela there.
got the jab, which was done in a few secs and then went for my facial at DRx centre at forum.
its my last session with them.
got scolded by the 'girl' for not taking good care of my face. sob!
the previous time i went for a facial was more then a month ago.
collected the 'cream' from them after my facial and then i went off to fareast to walkwalk b4 going home!

2008-09-22T00:29:00.000+08:00

i'm having abalone =x

2008-09-19T22:49:00.000+08:00

went out with jo!

popped by her work place at one degree 15, in sentosa to collect her pay
its some yacht club for rich asses.
the place was beautiful esp the pool.
there were tables and chairs INSIDE the pool!
how cool is that!

had a snack at vivo as we were hungry
and then bused down to bugis for SHOPPING!
in the end, i only got a pretty spag for sissy, nothing for me.
didn't get any guy tees as jo said they were too BIG!
such a waste! and i was soo looking forward to wearing them too..

went to TCC for desert but we ordered an additional soup and sandwich.
i think it cost $50 in total and we ate until our tummies stuck out.

2008-09-17T09:07:00.003+08:00

anyway, for thurs, i happily popped into class at 10.30am and got a D from 'miss chew' she's crap but whatever.. the next time when i choose to be late, it won't be her lesson xD
nana and i! pulled on a cap as my hair was crap.

on sat, i pulled daddy out to go shopping with me!
got a bag and 5 masks but none of the teetees i wanted for sch.

went to auntie's hse for dinner and rotted there.
sissy and i were the only 2nd generation there and so we went out for a walk.
happily strolled over to heartland mall and walked ard until the adults came to pick us up. mummy bought be a pair of normal pants and cargo pants! yay.

sun, happy moon cake festival, which didn't feel like it at all.
rotting at home the wholeeee day, without even playing with any candles or sparkler :(

hannah ponned sch on mon =X

had jacob again on tues. he's my best faci so far.
but too bad he's jus a relief.
anyway, i got laughed at by him and the class countless of times.
all his fault. grr..

went to find sissy and daddy came and brought us to bugis, shopping!
i spent over $50, on stuff i didn't need. all random buys.
only got 1 teetee, which i sort of regreted buying.
a pair of high waisted shorts, which looks crap on me.
a cute dress which also dosen't look nice cus my boobs arn't big enough =.=
got a pair of fake black leather shoes! which come with white laces. (i've got to find black ones now)
a hoodie, which was so cute, i had to get it (but wasn't the design i wanted)
hmm.. i guess thats it.
we had yummy mushroom soup at the soup spoon after that. oishii!

i've decided that i'm going to buy guy's tees!
their designs are so much nicer + cooler and longer than girl's tees which are rather limited and SHORT in designs as girls usually prefer to wear pretty tops, which i can't be bothered to.

today's wed and i'm getting irritated again.
jerry's super boring and i don't like him.
he talks to himself =.=

2008-09-12T23:29:00.004+08:00

the weekends have arrived!
but i'm stuck at home with nothing much to do.
the long awaited shopping trip with mama was cancelled
all cus of her brother! grr...

maybe i shall go shopping myself!

i want a sentosa islander membership!
i've calculated that if i go to sentosa 6 times a year,
it would be worth it.
PLUS all the discounts to the attractions that i want to go to.
even though they are not much but all the attractions are so ex!

i realised that whenever i get bored, i would comeup with a whole list of places and things do it. but it usually seems that i would get nothing done in the end.

p.s i attended a whole week of school! *proud of myself*

2008-09-11T11:06:00.002+08:00

met mama and bc on mon for seoul.

had a very good faci on tues but he was only a reilef faci. disappointment.
sch was giving out vouchers for a free trial for freshkon coloured contacts.
i got my hands on one! chose GREEN! xD

came into class just in time for 2nd meeting today.
was too tired to wake up. now, i'm just hungry.

2008-09-05T23:35:00.001+08:00

cool, i caught 2 movies and finished reading absolute boyfriend the manga and watching the drama in just 2 days! arn't i good?!

this show is great! RECOMMENDED!
i liked the ending for this. it was rather sweet but a little too long winded in the middle.
another of my sweet lovely dramas, with a cute guy!

and, i missed my 3rd day of sch,
i overslept!
have to get used to the 5 straight days of sch this sem.
before, it was just 2 days of sch and then rest!

jiayou hannah!

2008-09-03T13:53:00.003+08:00

OKAY! didn't sell as much as expected during the comex show.
we were WAY BELOW target but i think i've earned at least $400. hehehe
it was worth all the hardwork and was good experiance.
BUT i don't think i'm a fantastic salesperson though.

met christina and peggy at ps ytd to do our PP.
didn't get much done as we kept talking.
but managed to rush it out and submit it at night.

today's my 1st day of sch in this new sem.
class is rather quiet and i think the faci is a dumbdumb.
i fell asleep while he was talking.

OOHOOH! and i got myself a new cap!
tell me its pretty, PLEASE! xD